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Our Forever Inspiration: Connor's Story

Born at 3AM on March 13th, 2004, Connor was always a good baby. He was inquisitive, thoughtful, and full of charisma. He never met a stranger, took a genuine interest in people, and had the most beautiful smile. He also gave the best hugs - the kind that makes you feel like you’re the most important person in the world.

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As a sophomore at the University of South Florida, Connor was finally starting to figure things out. He’d joined a fraternity where he’d found a strong brotherhood. He wanted to be a business owner and had just majored in entrepreneurial business.

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He read incessantly about starting a business and I found countless how-to notes on his phone and in his apartment. He was living his best life. And then….that fateful night, he left his keys in a friend’s car and took his electric scooter to retrieve them just after 8 pm. I always checked his Life360 location before bed and noticed he was at the hospital. That was just after 9 pm. I tried calling. No answer. I called his dad to see if he knew. Had he taken a friend? Was he hurt? Surely, it was easy to explain if he’d just answer the phone. I immediately went to the hospital.

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Unimaginable News & Grief

After a grueling hour of waiting, a team of doctors came in to see us. They explained that while riding his scooter, a car turned in front of him. He didn’t have time to react or stop. The blunt force trauma caused significant internal bleeding. It was too much for him to survive.  â€‹â€‹

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The next two hours were a blur. It was me holding his hand. Brushing his hair aside. Kissing his forehead. Telling him how much I love him. Asking him to open his eyes. Begging God to fix it. Pleading that He take me instead.

 

It was consoling my now barely 14-year-old and telling him how much his brother loved him. It was calling my mom, sister, and best friend. It was the beginning of a very long – lifelong – grief journey.​  ∞

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A Mom’s Love is how I am trying to find purpose in this non-stop pain.
If you have lost a child, I hope you can find solace and support here from someone who understands.

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